That's right, I wont rely on anyone anymore. I cant handle it anymore, I cant stop it anymore. I just held you tighter than usual alone in my room, my pulse screaming like its playing on stage. Love me please, love this blood and the meaning. I cant open myself up to anyone, I cant trust any of them. I cant forgive the lies, the tears, the love. Even loved ones in my hand scatter like petals from a flower. Burned and unable to break apart. -京 

hrmmm. haven't blogged for a while now o.o ehh. first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATRINAAAAAAAAA >:D though i'm a few days late <__> and to you too ZOEEEEEEEEEEEE 8D for yesterday ahaha. :)


lets seeee. the past week ... ermmmmm. had bio, chem and mando exam o.o well. bio was good i guess. chem was errmm... don't wanna comment on that x) and mando i fluked ehehhe. i actually studied. STUDIEDDD for mando -.- my god. but the words i learnt i didn't even need --" aiyee. oh well. hopefully they'll be useful in the writing exam tomorrow T.T

on fridaaaaaay, i went to play badminton in a place far far away where my mum didn't let me go ... but now that she's not hereeeee... 8D kat drove me there and we arrived at about 7ish, and played for a bit, and arrived home at 10.30. but i .. didn't want to go 'in' o.o so kat and i just chat and chat for an hour :O then my bro kinda raged ... for 'not being home' though technically i was :P hahaha. well yea. it was a good night ^^ ooh yeeer. i learnt some phrases in filo that night too ! yeeer. ;)

that night, i was texting kat ... then i kinda fell asleep haha. sorry about that x) but on saturday, i had chinese school so i had to wake up... but i forgot to turn on my alarm. BUUUT i magically woke up at 6... omg -.- man. hahha was soooo tired at chinese school. and to make it worse, the kids there are sooo LOUDDDD DDDDDD: i hate being in the same room with little kids, especially when i'm tiredddd T^T MENDOKUSAAAAAAI DDD:< far out. they just complain and complain :(

on that note, i should go study for my maths. aiyaaa i am so screweeeedddddddd x)