like i told you before, if you want something to change, it's you who has to start it. i gave you a chance yesterday, but i got rejected, AGAIN. 

 People always say “You can do better. You deserve so much more.” But sometimes when you love, you love the person for who they are despite what they have done wrong to you. That’s what love does to you. It’s not about who you deserve, it’s about who you want and who you need.

i went to play a proper game of pool for the first time in my life on saturday ... omg i've fallen in love with it. IT'S SO FUNNNNNNNNNN 8DDDDDDDD too bad the one near my house is like $18.80 for an hour -___- ... saturday was the last day of my freeeeeeedom ... so i stayed out um very late 8D hahaha. tho i really shouldn't have done that cause .. the next morning. I WAS SO TIRED. and i had badminton training until 12. T________T omg. LOL. frikken died. almost fell asleep during the breaks in social games. AHAHAHA. aiyoooooooo. OH WELL. i got home, and showered in cold water and now i'm ... pretty, not really awake. LOL i have the feeling im going to fall asleep very soon ... so i shall stop now @@"

 [7:35:38 PM] c e l ! n e: stupid flying oil
oh LOL. who knew oil could fly :P